Epiphany

So I finally had my epiphany today and hopefully it will last.
I finally went to your facebook page to see what's been going on in your life and I built up enough courage to go to hers as well. She had her profile pic of you and her together and I realized I wasn't missing anything.

You looked a mess. Like always, your outfit was all mismatched and thrown together, just like your life. Why would I want that in my life? as my baby's father? as my husband?
I need to realize that maybe this girl did me a favor. Saved me from falling more in love with a piece of s**t. Perhaps I need to send them an engagement/baby shower present, thanking her for taking this garbage off my hands.